I get three days of funeral leave from work, but I don't want to take it because I am the Worst Person Ever.
1. I have a lot going on at work.
2. The weather here is finally nice.
3. I cannot bear the idea of three days with Ted and Sly.
4. I have to go. I have to. Primo is my husband and I love him and this is one of the things you do when you love someone - you support him in hard times.
5. Flying is a pain in the neck.
6. This will cost us money.
7. Someone will be stuck cooking for everyone in that house and I am guessing it will be me, although at least that will give me something to do.
8. I have to go.
9. The only person I like in Primo's family - Stephanie - won't be staying at the house because she lives 15 minutes away.
10. Maybe I can stay with Stephanie.
11. I do not want to spend time with Ted and Sly.
12. I have to go.